11.08.2005
um... hello again
Despite the fact that this blog is, for all intensive purposes, dead, I happen to know that this is its second birthday. So. Happy Birthday, Blog. *pats it*
Life-wise, I am rather enjoying my junior year. I can drive. To school. It's shnazzy. Anyone wishing to find out more is advised to visit my Xanga, where I will now post the details of my adventures in martial arts, so that more people will read them.
Toodles.
Life-wise, I am rather enjoying my junior year. I can drive. To school. It's shnazzy. Anyone wishing to find out more is advised to visit my Xanga, where I will now post the details of my adventures in martial arts, so that more people will read them.
Toodles.
7.07.2005
6.21.2005
slowing down
Ah, Shoebox.
I fecking love that passage. (and there is a difference)
Had party for Steph today. Much fun and sugar. Watched the video which must be sent, as well as Monty Python (HG and random episodes). I took a lot of pictures. Pictures make me happy. Can you tell?
It appears that I am the last to still be updating my blog. Which makes me sad. Blogger was the world all through freshman year... *sniff* But as we grow older we move on. To different web servers. *grin*
I'm feeling slightly nostalgic at the moment. Must have something to do with the fact that I was looking through about ten rolls of film earlier because I was gathering photos to send to Zen with the video. Must send those soon. *nodnod*
Right... Who knows, maybe I'll post again in the near future. Then again I might not.
OH YES, the stalker dream: I'm sitting around Don Juan and someone is stroking my hair (...yes, I really enjoy that. Shut up.) I look up and there's a guy from drama there (don't know why my mind chose this guy... and I know too much about one of his past realationships to want to go out with him). For a second I'm happy to see him (dream self must have crush) but then a certain ex-boyfriend (*cough*) walks up behind him. And stares. First words out of my mouth: "This is awkward." Then I get up and run. And I'm wearing Stephanie's really heavy backpack for some reason (it almost makes me fall over). I end up behind the locker room. (Stephanie's) phone rings. I answer. It's ex-boyfriend saying something which I don't remember in a kind of nasty whisper. I immediately scream "BASTARD," hang up, get a lot of weird looks, and run some more.
The rest is not exactly in chronological order. I know ex-boyfriend called again and I screamed some more. I know I saw drama guy again and he said something about the real story (as opposed to that of his ex-girlfriend's, whom I also dimly remember being there at some point), and some other time I knew we were going to end up going out even though neither of us had explicitly said anything. And I know I ran into Stephanie again because she had MY backpack and was wondering why I had hers.
Er. Yeah. Sounds like some kind of bad soap opera.
Now I really am going. Toodles.
It isn't a reunion -- and he feels bad Peter can't be here for it, really -- but Remus always imagines his friends are going to disappear over the summer, when James and Sirius vacation together and Remus is left inevitably behind to wonder at the laughter they're sharing. He insists he isn't jealous. It's envy. There's a difference. Even now, framed in his window, backlight by the occasional slash of lightning against the storm-dark sky, they have grown irretrievably closer to one another. They are the dark hair and wicked eyes in Remus' life. They are inseparable in the way only two boys, two best friends, can be. They share Quidditch and motorbikes and a penchant for wandering about naked without any shame at all, without the imposition of maturity forcing shame upon them.
I fecking love that passage. (and there is a difference)
Had party for Steph today. Much fun and sugar. Watched the video which must be sent, as well as Monty Python (HG and random episodes). I took a lot of pictures. Pictures make me happy. Can you tell?
It appears that I am the last to still be updating my blog. Which makes me sad. Blogger was the world all through freshman year... *sniff* But as we grow older we move on. To different web servers. *grin*
I'm feeling slightly nostalgic at the moment. Must have something to do with the fact that I was looking through about ten rolls of film earlier because I was gathering photos to send to Zen with the video. Must send those soon. *nodnod*
Right... Who knows, maybe I'll post again in the near future. Then again I might not.
OH YES, the stalker dream: I'm sitting around Don Juan and someone is stroking my hair (...yes, I really enjoy that. Shut up.) I look up and there's a guy from drama there (don't know why my mind chose this guy... and I know too much about one of his past realationships to want to go out with him). For a second I'm happy to see him (dream self must have crush) but then a certain ex-boyfriend (*cough*) walks up behind him. And stares. First words out of my mouth: "This is awkward." Then I get up and run. And I'm wearing Stephanie's really heavy backpack for some reason (it almost makes me fall over). I end up behind the locker room. (Stephanie's) phone rings. I answer. It's ex-boyfriend saying something which I don't remember in a kind of nasty whisper. I immediately scream "BASTARD," hang up, get a lot of weird looks, and run some more.
The rest is not exactly in chronological order. I know ex-boyfriend called again and I screamed some more. I know I saw drama guy again and he said something about the real story (as opposed to that of his ex-girlfriend's, whom I also dimly remember being there at some point), and some other time I knew we were going to end up going out even though neither of us had explicitly said anything. And I know I ran into Stephanie again because she had MY backpack and was wondering why I had hers.
Er. Yeah. Sounds like some kind of bad soap opera.
Now I really am going. Toodles.
6.10.2005
drama...
So I'm kind of... not happy with our principal right now.
I'm kind of not happy with myself, either, for losing that paper. I mean, I know it's just a paper, and I can even remember some of the things written on it. Someone said "Shakespeare pride" and Kathryn (I know it was her) wrote an arrow pointing to it that said something like "ditto" and said "Thanks for introducing me to Shakespeare," and something else. Someone else wrote "I didn't know you could act. But WOW! You can ACT!" and Ms. K said I'd get a MACY when I was a senior. But I don't have it anymore and all I can remember is Ms. K crying and saying that when you felt really crappy about yourself you could pull out the piece of paper and see all the wonderful things people said about you and I know it sounds corny but I knew she really meant it. So I want it back, but I don't think I'll ever find it.
...
Having fun with the video, though.
I'm kind of not happy with myself, either, for losing that paper. I mean, I know it's just a paper, and I can even remember some of the things written on it. Someone said "Shakespeare pride" and Kathryn (I know it was her) wrote an arrow pointing to it that said something like "ditto" and said "Thanks for introducing me to Shakespeare," and something else. Someone else wrote "I didn't know you could act. But WOW! You can ACT!" and Ms. K said I'd get a MACY when I was a senior. But I don't have it anymore and all I can remember is Ms. K crying and saying that when you felt really crappy about yourself you could pull out the piece of paper and see all the wonderful things people said about you and I know it sounds corny but I knew she really meant it. So I want it back, but I don't think I'll ever find it.
...
Having fun with the video, though.
6.07.2005
aestas advenit...
Hello darlings. It's been a while, I know. Xanga is sadly enough becoming my pet. I'm sorry, Blogger, I love you too. *hugs blog*
So. I have been researching ways to drag Zen out to California. Which I will, dammit. Did you know it takes fewer AmEx reward points to fly on Continental than on Frontier, yet the regular airfaires on Frontier are cheaper? Did you know it's more expensive to fly into John Wayne than LAX? And did you know that almost no one has a direct flight from Detroit to either one, much less the airlines that AmEx has a deal with? *shakes head* Whatever. Doesn't matter how much they cost when you can get the tickets for free...
Oh and Zen? We're going to make a video for you. Brace yourself.
Summer vay is just over a week away and finals even closer, but I haven't given a thought to the latter because I'm just that irresponsible. Mmm summer. Looking good. Looking very good. And YEARBOOKS. Yearbooks are coming. I like yearbooks. Bwaha...
Right. I better study lines now. My drama final is tomorrow. 3 one-acts. Woosh.
Toodles.
So. I have been researching ways to drag Zen out to California. Which I will, dammit. Did you know it takes fewer AmEx reward points to fly on Continental than on Frontier, yet the regular airfaires on Frontier are cheaper? Did you know it's more expensive to fly into John Wayne than LAX? And did you know that almost no one has a direct flight from Detroit to either one, much less the airlines that AmEx has a deal with? *shakes head* Whatever. Doesn't matter how much they cost when you can get the tickets for free...
Oh and Zen? We're going to make a video for you. Brace yourself.
Summer vay is just over a week away and finals even closer, but I haven't given a thought to the latter because I'm just that irresponsible. Mmm summer. Looking good. Looking very good. And YEARBOOKS. Yearbooks are coming. I like yearbooks. Bwaha...
Right. I better study lines now. My drama final is tomorrow. 3 one-acts. Woosh.
Toodles.
5.20.2005
I wanna see it.
I just saw Star Wars. Aren't you proud of me?
Oh yeah, and I have an inked dragon on my hand. Shnazzy.
I just saw Star Wars. Aren't you proud of me?
Oh yeah, and I have an inked dragon on my hand. Shnazzy.
5.14.2005
Hey, I didn't know Billy had a song on the American Pie soundtrack... Then again, I've never watched American Pie.
Summersummersummer. It's here and it's not quite June yet... and we have only a month of school left. o.o Juniors...
Mm. My dad is bugging me to work on something so I can get my grades up. *cough* So maybe I'll do that then. I've got Latin tomorrow...
...but maybe I'll work outside.
Summersummersummer. It's here and it's not quite June yet... and we have only a month of school left. o.o Juniors...
Mm. My dad is bugging me to work on something so I can get my grades up. *cough* So maybe I'll do that then. I've got Latin tomorrow...
...but maybe I'll work outside.
5.10.2005
5.08.2005
another survey. woot.
Basics:
* What time is it? 5:47 pm
1. Name: Julia, Jules, Io, sibilak, and...
2. Age: 16
Okay now that that’s over with….
3. What’s your biggest ambition in life? to play Lady Macbeth professionally
4. What do you see as your biggest flaw? I procrastinate. Yay.
5. How many people do you consider true friends? a few
6. Do you truly ‘hate’ someone? no.
7.What’s your biggest pet peeve? *shrug* My dog barking when I have a headache?
8. Do you plan do attend college? Where? Yes. Somewhere on the east coast.
9. Only for the sheer reason that your parents would kill you if you didn’t? No.
10.What has been your most unrealistic occupation that you ever considered? *grin* Actress. Of course, it also happens to be the one that I'd like to do the most.
11. Have you ever predicted the future through dreams? not really.
12. Were any of them right? they were coincidences, i think.
13. If you could pick your name, what would it be? my name is fine, but stage names are fun.
14.Do you like your name? it's fine
15.Is it possible to have more than one best friend? sure, why not
16. Do you have more than one? not really
17. If your closest friend had to pick one word to describe you, what do you think they would say? loud
18. What word would you want them to pick? *shrug*
19. GOD, what do you think? no idea.
20. GOD, does he love EVERYONE? well, if he's there, he should, but i'm rather fond of the idea that he's having fun watching us screw up.
21. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? not really.
22. Do you believe in soul mates? *shrug* find me one and maybe i will.
23.Sometime in life, do you want to have kids? oh lord. i'd forget to feed them.
Choices...
24. Phone or chat rooms? i care not
25. Marriage or Single life? if i find someone i want to marry, sure. if i don't, i'm alright being single. as long as i've got friends, anyway...
26. Cremation or Six feet under? old cemetaries are cool, but i think i'd rather be cremated.
27. Music or golden silence? (good) music
28. White lies? Are they okay? depends on the situation
29. Reality T.V. ? Trash, or fun? bullshish
30.Are you the leader or the follower? ...i'm a toga-wearing cheerleader, everyone...
*What time is it now? 6:02 pm.
* What time is it? 5:47 pm
1. Name: Julia, Jules, Io, sibilak, and...
2. Age: 16
Okay now that that’s over with….
3. What’s your biggest ambition in life? to play Lady Macbeth professionally
4. What do you see as your biggest flaw? I procrastinate. Yay.
5. How many people do you consider true friends? a few
6. Do you truly ‘hate’ someone? no.
7.What’s your biggest pet peeve? *shrug* My dog barking when I have a headache?
8. Do you plan do attend college? Where? Yes. Somewhere on the east coast.
9. Only for the sheer reason that your parents would kill you if you didn’t? No.
10.What has been your most unrealistic occupation that you ever considered? *grin* Actress. Of course, it also happens to be the one that I'd like to do the most.
11. Have you ever predicted the future through dreams? not really.
12. Were any of them right? they were coincidences, i think.
13. If you could pick your name, what would it be? my name is fine, but stage names are fun.
14.Do you like your name? it's fine
15.Is it possible to have more than one best friend? sure, why not
16. Do you have more than one? not really
17. If your closest friend had to pick one word to describe you, what do you think they would say? loud
18. What word would you want them to pick? *shrug*
19. GOD, what do you think? no idea.
20. GOD, does he love EVERYONE? well, if he's there, he should, but i'm rather fond of the idea that he's having fun watching us screw up.
21. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? not really.
22. Do you believe in soul mates? *shrug* find me one and maybe i will.
23.Sometime in life, do you want to have kids? oh lord. i'd forget to feed them.
Choices...
24. Phone or chat rooms? i care not
25. Marriage or Single life? if i find someone i want to marry, sure. if i don't, i'm alright being single. as long as i've got friends, anyway...
26. Cremation or Six feet under? old cemetaries are cool, but i think i'd rather be cremated.
27. Music or golden silence? (good) music
28. White lies? Are they okay? depends on the situation
29. Reality T.V. ? Trash, or fun? bullshish
30.Are you the leader or the follower? ...i'm a toga-wearing cheerleader, everyone...
*What time is it now? 6:02 pm.
5.01.2005
hello darlings
Bit sleepy. I should be studying or sleeping right now. God. Studying. Why why why why... why what? Why am I in this class? Because it's fascinating. Why am I taking this test? Becuase it gives me college credit and it would be stupid to take the class and not the test. Why am I in drama? Because I want to act. Why am I in a play at the same time as the AP test? Because I want to act and didn't realize it was AT the same time. Why am I not studying now? Because I'm procrastinating sleepy. Why am I not sleeping? Because I'm stupid like that.
...
A Chorus Line getting better in each performance, but still not perfect (tonight/yesterday was the third). Cappies (student judges) were there, though, and I was so relieved that everyone knew their lines in the post-Paul scene o' death that I could've broken character and danced a jig right on stage.
...I didn't.
*head falls onto keyboard* bnbnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Right. I'm going to go wash off my makeup. Which is still on. Damn. I don't know how the upperclassmen (well, mostly) have the energy to go out to dinner after these things. Usually all I want to do is go home, shower, and sleep and they went to Disneyland last night.
Oh and you know what's really annoying? My fishnets are tearing. And they're supposed to be good ones, too, for dance. But apparently I'm not the only one. Must be the leg kicks. People keep complaining about how they've got a hole at the crotch.
...yeah. I'm going now...
...
A Chorus Line getting better in each performance, but still not perfect (tonight/yesterday was the third). Cappies (student judges) were there, though, and I was so relieved that everyone knew their lines in the post-Paul scene o' death that I could've broken character and danced a jig right on stage.
...I didn't.
*head falls onto keyboard* bnbnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
Right. I'm going to go wash off my makeup. Which is still on. Damn. I don't know how the upperclassmen (well, mostly) have the energy to go out to dinner after these things. Usually all I want to do is go home, shower, and sleep and they went to Disneyland last night.
Oh and you know what's really annoying? My fishnets are tearing. And they're supposed to be good ones, too, for dance. But apparently I'm not the only one. Must be the leg kicks. People keep complaining about how they've got a hole at the crotch.
...yeah. I'm going now...
