insana sum

um... hello again

2005-11-08T19:32:00.000-08:00

Despite the fact that this blog is, for all intensive purposes, dead, I happen to know that this is its second birthday. So. Happy Birthday, Blog. *pats it*Life-wise, I am rather enjoying my junior year. I can drive. To school. It's shnazzy. Anyone wishing to find out more is advised to visit my Xanga, where I will now post the details of my adventures in martial arts, so that more people

2005-07-07T09:51:00.000-07:00

So, um... llamas. And... potatoes?I'm hungry.

slowing down

2005-06-21T21:33:00.000-07:00

Ah, Shoebox.It isn't a reunion -- and he feels bad Peter can't be here for it, really -- but Remus always imagines his friends are going to disappear over the summer, when James and Sirius vacation together and Remus is left inevitably behind to wonder at the laughter they're sharing. He insists he isn't jealous. It's envy. There's a difference. Even now, framed in his window, backlight by the

drama...

2005-06-10T19:29:00.000-07:00

So I'm kind of... not happy with our principal right now.I'm kind of not happy with myself, either, for losing that paper. I mean, I know it's just a paper, and I can even remember some of the things written on it. Someone said "Shakespeare pride" and Kathryn (I know it was her) wrote an arrow pointing to it that said something like "ditto" and said "Thanks for introducing me to Shakespeare,"

aestas advenit...

2005-06-07T17:47:00.000-07:00

Hello darlings. It's been a while, I know. Xanga is sadly enough becoming my pet. I'm sorry, Blogger, I love you too. *hugs blog*So. I have been researching ways to drag Zen out to California. Which I will, dammit. Did you know it takes fewer AmEx reward points to fly on Continental than on Frontier, yet the regular airfaires on Frontier are cheaper? Did you know it's more expensive to

2005-05-20T20:22:00.000-07:00

I wanna see it.I just saw Star Wars. Aren't you proud of me?Oh yeah, and I have an inked dragon on my hand. Shnazzy.

2005-05-14T13:42:00.000-07:00

Hey, I didn't know Billy had a song on the American Pie soundtrack... Then again, I've never watched American Pie.Summersummersummer. It's here and it's not quite June yet... and we have only a month of school left. o.o Juniors...Mm. My dad is bugging me to work on something so I can get my grades up. *cough* So maybe I'll do that then. I've got Latin tomorrow......but maybe I'll work

2005-05-10T18:39:00.000-07:00

Yup. Everyone in the line but me. I feel so unloved. *grin*Very little hwk today. Naps are good.

another survey. woot.

2005-05-08T17:26:00.000-07:00

Basics: * What time is it? 5:47 pm1. Name: Julia, Jules, Io, sibilak, and...2. Age: 16Okay now that that’s over with….3. What’s your biggest ambition in life? to play Lady Macbeth professionally4. What do you see as your biggest flaw? I procrastinate. Yay.5. How many people do you consider true friends? a few6. Do you truly ‘hate’ someone? no.7.What’s your biggest pet peeve? *shrug* My dog

hello darlings

2005-05-01T00:21:00.000-07:00

Bit sleepy. I should be studying or sleeping right now. God. Studying. Why why why why... why what? Why am I in this class? Because it's fascinating. Why am I taking this test? Becuase it gives me college credit and it would be stupid to take the class and not the test. Why am I in drama? Because I want to act. Why am I in a play at the same time as the AP test? Because I want to act

ok, i'm tired now

2005-04-16T21:00:00.000-07:00

I <3 NY. I swear I didn't want to leave. Thus, an addition to my list of things to do before I die:1. play Lady Macbeth professionally2. publish a novel3. go to London (and smash into the barrier between platform 9 & 10 @ King's Cross Station)4. remake the HP movies5. live in NYCNot in that order. In fact, NYC prbly first or second in importance (tied w/ Lady M).Anyway. Lots of stuff.

2005-04-11T12:50:00.000-07:00

MOM'S SONY VAIO IS SEXY!!!...yeah...So. The wireless network wasn't working, so I got my dad to help me fix it. But my internet still failed to work. So I'm using Mumsie's laptop to check the weather in NYC. Which looks a bit chilly--it'll be in the 50's the whole time we're there.Anyway. I have to pack. And stuff.*wanders off humming "New York" by U2*

Weird

2005-04-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

.flickr-photo { border: solid 2px #000000; }.flickr-yourcomment { }.flickr-frame { text-align: left; padding: 3px; }.flickr-caption { font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px; } Weird, originally uploaded by ccl1466acc. ...indeed...Just babysat for Julia and her sister. Am tired, but now have lots of cash to blow in NYC. Anyone want souveniers? *grin*I think I'll go to bed soon.

2005-04-08T18:10:00.000-07:00

*smirk*

start spreading the news...

2005-04-08T16:16:00.000-07:00

spring break.spring break.SPRING BREAK!*grin* I'm tired and I'm ready for a nap. But I'm excited. New York makes me happy. I mean, in reality, I s'pose it's no big deal. It's just big, dirty city. With a baseball team I hate. And it's not as though I haven't been there before. But still. It's New York....no, I'm not listening to "New York" by U2 on repeat. What makes you think that?And

headshot

2005-04-07T17:32:00.000-07:00

.flickr-photo { border: solid 2px #000000; }.flickr-yourcomment { }.flickr-frame { text-align: left; padding: 3px; }.flickr-caption { font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px; } headshot, originally uploaded by iulus. Me. Shyeah. It's the headshot for drama.Ickle just dug his back claws into my arm. Ow.Anyway. I have a rehearsal to get to in a half hour, so I guess I should be going now. Or

burn out

2005-04-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

wake up in the clothes you wore yesterdayfeel like a coward and a failuretoo late to fight back the tearstoo late to try againdisheveled looks mirror disheveled thoughtsyou’ve forgotten how to trybut remember how to berate yourselfto say “i could’ve done better”while all the while you scream you can’twant to disappearwant to go awaycrawl into your little cave until it’s overand you can breathe

2005-04-03T17:37:00.000-07:00

Opening Day already? Christ...So. CJCL convention. Interesting. I got nothing for mythology. Must be regressing. Rode Silver Bullet at Knott's. It is the god of roller coasters. Bus ride home entirely unenjoyable.Nick's xanga is really starting to piss me off. Poor, misunderstood Nick, how long must you suffer with the ignorant and unitelligent masses you so despise? *shakes head* The

2005-03-28T01:01:00.000-08:00

I feel almost like I'm being watched... *shake head* Whatever.

2005-03-26T20:34:00.000-08:00

Hello all. And how are you today?So anyway. Mom & John in Joshua Tree. Dad & I have amused ourselves on our own. Have you ever seen This Is Spinal Tap? Very very odd mocumentary. Kraftwerk also most strange. Hadn't heard "Trans Europe Express" in ages.Need to call the martial arts ppl and the DMV. And Grammy. I s'pose if I keep telling myself that I'll do it eventually. *shakes head*

cough

2005-03-24T16:09:00.000-08:00

THIS is why it is important to keep break-ups friendly....darn, though. Micah and Helen broke up? I'm sad...So anyway. Good to see Finding Neverland again. Even though I left early for what turned out to be no reason.Mmm. Should study. Have heard the AP Euro quiz is tough. And stuff....oh joy. Rhyming.AND I'm now in the Line. Let us all thank Nathan for dropping out and freeing up a spot

2005-03-22T19:36:00.000-08:00

I am... disturbed... at the moment.There was this girl they interviewed on the news and she said something like, "I could hear my friend screaming in the next classroom. And then there was a shot, and the screaming stopped. And I knew she was dead." And I can't help thinking... what if it were here, and it was my friend in the next classroom? And it really, really scares me....And don't even

2005-03-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

I'm tired now.Parents in desperate need of vacation; I s'pose I should be glad we're heading to Joshua Tree yet again for Easter (though I myself find it rather inconvenient as it's not a long weekend).Read Edgar Allen Poe at BN with Stephanie today. Am told I had way too much fun with the Tell-Tale Heart. (What, me? Scare the rest of the patrons out of the store? Never... ) Afterwards we had

2005-03-13T22:31:00.000-08:00

Hm. Must be Ides of March syndrome. Bad things happen as you approach the 15th (and homework doesn't get done, but it doesn't anyway). Woopdeedoo. All's I know is he's not okay. Almost makes me wish I was his girlfriend again; it's harder for an ex to find out what's going on. I'll track him down during zero tomorrow.Now back to your regularly scheduled homework.

2005-03-11T21:39:00.000-08:00

Do you know, I'm actually kind of proud of the song I wrote for guitar? Billy put it on a nice little CD for me... Maybe I'll let you lot listen to it lol. Maybe.Soooooo... Barely managed to get the check for the AP Euro test in on time. Procrastination and last minute calls. wOOt. (not)I'm glad I went to Cassie's little farewell dinner. I'm not all that close to her, and she can get on

2005-03-10T18:09:00.000-08:00

Still here. Probably should've walked home. Or stayed at BN. Ah well.I still don't understand why there is a ping pong table in here. I s'pose b/c there's no room in our garage.Mm. I'm ready for spring break now, lol.Why are they talking about hail? *shakes head* I'm going to go find something else to do...

hello peeps

2005-03-10T16:44:00.000-08:00

And stuff. It's hot today. And I walked. Instead of going to rehearsal like I thought I would. And Kelsie got a paper hat. Yeah.And I lent Stephanie my camera. If it is damaged in any way, shape, or form my wrath will be unmatched by any... angry person... in the nation. Yes. And I will have my revenge. And it will not be pretty. Really...So I'm at my parents' office now on Ross'

cackles

2005-03-07T22:16:00.000-08:00

Well. I've just made plans for MY Spring Break. Tickets are more expensive on Broadway than in LA, but it's Broadway after all...Anyway. Guess who's playing Brutus in Julius Caeasar?...Denzel bloody Washington.I <3 you, NYTimes.

2005-03-06T17:22:00.000-08:00

10 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME1. I should be doing my homework right now. 2. My cat is sitting on my left arm, making it rather difficult to type.3. I have a butterfly-shaped birthmark on my thigh.4. I used to eat raw onions when I was a kid.5. I enjoy shooting things in those "win a free something" ads.6. I like key-lime pie.7. A plant once grew out of my sink.8. I caused my brother to get three

long time no see

2005-03-06T16:43:00.000-08:00

Wow. Drama drama drama drama drama. Quite tiring. And stressful. But fun. Until people get mad at you. Hopefully I'll patch that over with Kathryn. That was stupid, on my part. Other than that little hitch, the week went something like this:Monday: Tech rehearsal for variety show. 3:30-9. Tiiiiiired.Tuesday: Opening night. Disaster.Wednesday: Good show. Got backrub from Josh.

2005-02-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

i am so fucking tired right now.ms. k is mad at us.i can't type from this position.*dies*

2005-02-22T14:09:00.000-08:00

I like to remember everything... As it was. Because moments by themselves aren't enough; they're just -- they're like photographs. They move a little, they wave, but they aren't everything. You can look back on a moment and say 'In that moment I was happy' or, more often than not, 'In that moment I was uncomfortable' or 'In that moment I was sad' or 'In that moment we were all berks' but you can

2005-02-21T21:48:00.000-08:00

I'm tired, chewing the inside of my mouth raw, and pissed off at a Perfect Circle because they tied their viedo for "Passive" in with a movie instead of making their own which REALLY SUCKS because it is a DAMN GOOD SONG.Incidentally, the reason A Perfect Circle sounds like Tool is because they have the same vocalist. Maynard James Keenan.Also just got myself the original soundtrack to The

2005-02-16T22:46:00.000-08:00

Tough, you think you’ve got the stuff You’re telling me and anyone You’re hard enough You don’t have to put up a fight You don’t have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You don’t have to go it alone And it’s you when I look in the mirror And it’s you when I don’t pick up the phone Sometimes you can’t make it on your own

17 Valentine's Days

2005-02-14T00:55:00.000-08:00

...and it looks like I'm single again. I'm sorry, even though I know it's not okay like you said it was. Even though you'll never read this. I still don't know if I did the right thing. But hopefully I'll figure that out for myself sometime soon.No, I don't know why I'm up this late. I should be asleep. I feel slightly weak and light-headed.The exhibit at the Getty was awesome. In fact,

2005-02-11T21:32:00.000-08:00

I'm... tired.

2005-02-09T21:14:00.000-08:00

*smirk* "Care for a massage?" Been having odd dreams lately. In the one last night I was on the balconey with Ickle, and just as I'm telling someone down there how safe it is, he falls off. I freak, and yell something to the effect of "Shut up, bitch," to the person behind me (don't remember who) who's laughing. Ickle apparently has broken back, and everyone is carrying him around.

2005-02-04T23:58:00.000-08:00

Ouch. I guess I'll go to sleep soon. I'm taking body-shaping for PE now but Dad wants to play tennis with me tomorrow. So I guess I'll do that. Rehearsals for the variety show going alright, although I'm still not entirely sure what's going on. I like a lot of the Advanced people. Michael wore a shirt today that said "YOUR POWERS ARE USELESS. THE CLOWNS ARE ON MY SIDE." And he told me

2005-02-02T21:35:00.000-08:00

I’m tired from exploring you I’m sorry, you’ve had some scary days I’m lucky they had me on a leash Exposing, sometimes you frighten me And it’s too bad you’re so sad I wish you could have had what I had I’m loathing most of your history Hesitation, but then you siphon me Yeah, your potential, well I’ll indulge in that Violent timing explains the aftermath And it’s too bad you’re so sad I wish

2005-02-01T16:50:00.000-08:00

This is what John does in his spare time. So. Blind man's buff is fun. Watch me run into walls. *slam* And... stuff. Yeah. I really don't have anything else to say right now. Toodles.

2005-01-31T22:58:00.000-08:00

Did you know that I now have math, English, and chem all due on the same day? On a 2-4-6 day at that? This does not make me happy. Nor does the fact that I have no idea what's going on in the Variety Show, having only just arrived in Drama Advanced. Nor does the lack of headway I made in the discussion I attempted having with Nick today. Nor does my right calf muscle, which I somehow managed

2005-01-31T16:48:00.000-08:00

Apparently Scriptor's not the only evil TA. Second semester. Woohoo. Or something. Rehearsals for the Variety Show start tomorrow and I have no idea what's going on. Marissa better fill me in. Right. Homework. Or something.

2005-01-30T11:16:00.000-08:00

i have burned bridges across oceans and let fire become truth air around baskets of eggs thick that it is thick that it is good friends we were and grudges far too long when ignorance reigns over this so hard to let brightness in forward time swells and anger into ambilvilence yet this hunger for love never dies but we can't go back truth is only in my mind like it is in yours truth isn't on

2005-01-28T14:20:00.000-08:00

I'm cold. And still at the office. I don't even know if Mom & Dad are still here. Isn't that sad? I guess they must be. I just can't hear them. Ah. There's the Mumsie. I want to go home now... Listening to a live stream of 94.9 is fun.

'allo

2005-01-28T12:37:00.000-08:00

Yeshish. Birthday sleepover. CPK: good. Candles: good. Sleep: good. Walking before dawn: good. Too much sugar in tea: bad. And stuff. The down arrow on this computer has mysteriously disappeared without a trace. Interesting. I'm at my parents' office right now. Chdecked grades and I think I scraped A-'s in all the classes where I was on the edge, although they don't all have the

2005-01-22T18:58:00.000-08:00

Remember how I said I was a fool? ... I was right.

2005-01-20T17:43:00.000-08:00

Explain this, Mr. President. Is this how we protect freedom? Is this how we make America safer? Because I don't think so. Why are that child's parents dead, Mr. President? Can you tell her that? Can you tell her that the soldiers that killed her parents in front of her eyes were there to keep the world safe? You're a murderer, Mr. President. Please get out of my White House.

2005-01-17T19:44:00.000-08:00

This is so going on my wall. On the other hand, I'm a damn fool. And a number of other things, I suppose. But mostly a fool. Eh. A fool I shall remain, it seems. "A fool, but an honest fool he remains." Heh. I wonder if I even have a claim to that. Eh, well. I do in the current area of my foolishness, at any rate. Homework! Yes! That's it, Julia! Can't let yourself get distracted,

2005-01-15T22:40:00.000-08:00

Terror isn't just worrying about a plane hitting a skyscraper…terrorism is being caught in traffic and hearing the crack of an AK-47 a few meters away because the National Guard want to let an American humvee or Iraqi official through. Terror is watching your house being raided and knowing that the silliest thing might get you dragged away to Abu Ghraib where soldiers can torture, beat and kill.

she's 16, everyone

2005-01-15T13:04:00.000-08:00

...and she doesn't feel a damn bit different. Except for perhaps the knowledge that she could call up the DMV and schedule a driver's test so she could get her liscence. ...She doesn't know why she's speaking in third person, either. Anyway. Birthday was Wednesday and quite uneventful. I'm waiting until after finals to actually do something party-related. John gave me American Idiot, and I

2005-01-10T02:21:00.000-08:00

If I'm not quite mistaken, I just heard thunder. ...Wasn't it just not raining? And no, I'm not up at 2:22 in the morning on a school night. Nope. Not me. ...sheep...?

it's wet

2005-01-09T16:56:00.000-08:00

Yeah. I was driving home and the rain was coming down so hard that I couldn't hear the music. Never mind the fact that I could barely see the road. Mm. I should be doing homework now. I've been reading so much fanfiction of late that it's felt like summer vacation. As if I need more reasons to procrastinate. Right then...

2005-01-08T19:59:00.000-08:00

2005-01-06T00:13:00.000-08:00

I want to trip inside your head Spend the day there... To hear the things you haven't said And see what you might see I want to hear you when you call Do you feel anything at all? I want to see your thoughts take shape And walk right out Freedom has a scent Like the top of a new born baby's head The songs are in your eyes I see them when you smile I've had enough I'm not giving up On a miracle

late new year's post

2005-01-04T17:52:00.000-08:00

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? ¡¿ got a boyfriend *listens for gasps from old acquaintences* ¡¿ tried boba and mochi ¡¿ went up for auction in rent-a-roman at scram ¡¿ drove a car 2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? ¡¿ don't think so, but my new resolutions are to get over orlando bloom, not procrastinate (there goes that

2005-01-04T00:28:00.000-08:00

It is far too late for me to be awake. And it's raining. ... wOOt.

2004-12-26T17:58:00.000-08:00

And so once again My dear Johnny my dear friend And so once again you are fightin' us all And when I ask you why You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall Oh, my friend How did you come To trade the fiddle for the drum You say I have turned Like the enemies you've earned But I can remember All the good things you are And so I ask you please Can I help you find the

2004-12-21T13:17:00.000-08:00

You scored as Buddhist. Buddhist80%Anarchist65%Jewish50%Christian50%Cult45%Catholic15%Religioncreated with QuizFarm.com Go figure... So. Christmas break. As John would say, wOOt. I'm having fun sleeping in. I really need to finish my Christmas shopping.reee 4rrrr ... Ickle just walked across my keyboard. Stupid cat. Anyhoos. Yeah. Really don't have anything to say. I should work on

^_^

2004-12-15T18:02:00.000-08:00

Have you ever done well on a test you were absolutely positive you failed? It's a really good feeling. Anyway. No more about that. Aunt Kat's on her way here. I think. Unless she's just staying at the hotel tonight and not coming to dinner--Dad said she's really tired. There is a stain on my jeans which didn't come out in the wash. Bah. Today has been an up & down sort of day. Small ups

just to annoy scriptor

2004-12-13T17:48:00.000-08:00

.flickr-photo { border: solid 2px #000000; }.flickr-yourcomment { }.flickr-frame { text-align: left; padding: 3px; }.flickr-caption { font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px; } looking up, originally uploaded by iulus. IT'S THE ICKLIEKINS!!!!! *grin* I love my cats. Ickle is especially photogenic, methinks. Have fun twitching, Scriptor.Anyhoos... I'm hungry. Yesh. And I should be doing some

dickens listened to rock concerts

2004-12-12T18:04:00.000-08:00

GHOST2: Dude, Merry Christmas. SCROOGE: Please don't tell me you're the next ghost. GHOST2: I'm the Spirit of Christmas Present, dude. SCROOGE: Noooo.... I'm listening to the webcast of KROQ's Almost Accoustic Christmas--the Used is playing now. Wish I'd gone; they've got a really good line-up, but INCUBUS is the only one I really like. *grin* Right. Scrooge must be redeemed by 6:30.

2004-12-09T23:37:00.000-08:00

Looking back is strange. Strange and ironic. It's like a history lesson. It was a combination of factors building up for at least a hundred years that led to the English Civil War. I always find it funny when you can see a similar chain of events in your own past, and know that you didn't realize it then. I'm cold.

2004-12-09T01:20:00.000-08:00

i am. such. a frucking idiot.

really long survey

2004-12-07T17:33:00.000-08:00

name:x:: Julia age:x:: 15 sign:x:: capricorn :x:lasts:x: movie watched:x:: National Treasure book read:x:: Hamlet time you cried:x:: er... some time in October time you brushed your hair:x:: this morning time you felt loved:x:: *shrug* word said out loud:x:: might've been "Thanks" time you were sick:x:: week before Thanksgiving email you wrote:x:: to Nick, Friday night magazine you read:x:: no

sleighbells ring

2004-12-07T15:58:00.000-08:00

I love Christmas cards. All those relatives you don't really give a damn about that feel guilty once a year so they send you a little note saying keep in touch, knowing that they won't hear from you again untili next Christmas. Quite pointless, really. Then of course there're the old family friends... The ones you (or your parents, at least) actually want to hear from, but are to lazy to call

2004-12-06T21:03:00.000-08:00

You fell down of course and then you got up of course and you started over forgot my name of course then you started to remember pretty tough to think about the beginning of december pretty tough to think about Youre looking down again and then you look me over were laying down again on a blanket in the clover the same boy youve always known well I guess I havent grown the same boy youve always

flickr

2004-12-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

.flickr-photo { border: solid 2px #000000; }.flickr-yourcomment { }.flickr-frame { text-align: left; padding: 3px; }.flickr-caption { font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px; } jewel, originally uploaded by counsellor. Riiiiight... Couldn't upload MY photos so I'm showing you somebody else's.I'm cold.I need to work. And sleep. Wonder which one I'll pick...?Night, all.

2004-11-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

Hamlet: Okay... you WHINE. I mean, you just never shut up.Angst is obviously your strong point, yo. Which Dead Hamlet Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Now go eat your turkey.

the week off

2004-11-23T12:21:00.000-08:00

Been pretty lazy, lately. Mom can't drive because she had surgery on her collar bone a week ago (they put another plate in), so I can't go anywhere unless Dad's here. Mom and I have been planning Thanksgiving dinner and watching West Wing, to which I've quickly become an addict. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing that we have the whole ffirst season on DVD. SCRAM was on Saturday

2004-11-13T17:19:00.000-08:00

Mom: I can't find my white bra. Dad: What does it look like? *shakes head* Their anniversary is tomorrow. 17th. And what have I gotten them? ... That's right. You guessed it. Absolutely nothing. *sigh*

Remember My Suicide Diary?

2004-11-12T21:12:00.000-08:00

It's back. ... I'm just going to keep thinking it was real. It certainly was to me when I was reading it. *nod* I'm really going now.

2004-11-12T20:09:00.000-08:00

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind what other voices say They don't care about you, like I do, like I do Safe

2004-11-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry too. Unfortunately, I think this is one of those times where sorry just doesn't cut it. Who wants to help me send in a group photo?

clears throat

2004-11-08T16:17:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy biiiiirthday dear bloooooog, Happy Birthday to you! *proffers cake*

smirk

2004-11-08T16:02:00.000-08:00

I am now in the possession of some potentially very humiliating or amusing photographs. Depending on your point of view. They will be scanned and posted on my Flickr account over the long weekend. Which means I can blog them. *grins evilly* Fear me. Riiiight. Homework is in order. We've got a lucky break, having the theses due Monday. I should make good use of the extra time, no? ...

2004-11-07T13:07:00.000-08:00

Oh! Tomorrow my blog turns one year old! Yay! *hugs blog* That'll be all.

a little late...

2004-11-07T11:59:00.000-08:00

...but I must ask: why, God, why? Why was Bush re-elected? Why have Americans brought the Apocolypse on themselves? GAAAAAH. *cries* We're all going to die. ... No, we're not. But we'd be better off dead. Called home from Latin this morning. John thought I was at Nick's, since he wasn't awake when I got back last night and when I left this morning. Thought that was amusing. Walked to

vote kerry

2004-11-02T16:09:00.000-08:00

Well, you know, I'm not a huge Eminem fan, but he has a point... Anyway. All I can say is: Please, God, don't vote for Bush. I'm wearing my anti-Bush shirt and hoping beyond hope that he won't win. This country cannot afford four more years. Did nothing in Drama today. Sub had no clue where Mrs. K was, and gave us only two rules: Don't do drugs, and don't have sex. Spent period talking

2004-10-29T21:03:00.000-07:00

ROTK Extended Edition is coming out Dec. 14 50 MINUTES EXTRA FOOTAGE. *grins maniacally* There's a video--watch Faramir's eyes when he says "I do not believe this darkness will endure." Ya... I have absolutely nothing to say. Wahoo.

2004-10-25T20:07:00.000-07:00

Michi has done a picture in honor of Scriptor's cell phone. Go figure. John's birthday was today. Bah. I... Never mind. Nasty comments aren't nice to read, especially if you're the subject of said nasty comments. ... ANYWAY. Walked to BN w/ Asev today. Haven't done that in a long time. We were stopped by some guys who filmed us and asked us about some video game I'd never heard of. I

2004-10-23T18:53:00.000-07:00

So have any of you been asked out at 12:30 am? Or is it just me? *shakes head* Saw Team America: World Police today. I do not recommend seeing it with your parents if they're remotely conservative about language or sex. But it was funny. ... That's just about all I have to say right now.

2004-10-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

'Scold outside. Especially when you're sitting on the balconey for an hour, talking on the phone. Huddled up in your black sweatshirt, trying to keep your toes from freezing. And freaking out when you hear an owl make that rasping, hissing noise they sometimes do. 'Sok, tho. I like the cold. How many special people change? How many lives are living strange? Where were you while we were

weekend

2004-10-22T16:35:00.000-07:00

And strangely rather low on homework. Good. I want to relax. *nod* There was a pep rally today. They played a song by 30 Seconds to Mars. I was astonished. Of course, half the time I had no idea what was going on because Scriptor wouldn't let me up. And yes, sticking sweatshirt strings in people's ears does tickle. I have three birthday presents to shop for. At least I know what I'm

2004-10-20T21:31:00.000-07:00

*glare* It just deleted my post. Damn. Well, what I said was, I was not fully concious during math today, the Sox just beat the Yankees, Johnny Damon is hot and has funny t-shirts, and I'm going to take advantage of the fact I have so little due tomorrow and go to sleep.

2004-10-18T16:52:00.000-07:00

God I want sleep. Would someone please just shut off the school year for maybe a week? That's all I ask. A week. Now. Not for Thanskgiving, now. Then I could sleep. Or maybe walk in the rain. Or maybe sort out the mess in my head before it has to have school thrown on top of it. Press pause, rewind. Eh. When we do get the week off in November I think I'll make sure I don't go anywhere.

2004-10-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

I. Hate. Chemistry. Have I made that perfectly clear? Good. I'll just...go...then.

2004-10-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

Bleh. I want to rant, but I don't have anything to say. Does that make any sense whatsoever? No? That's what I thought. Napoleon Dynamite was dumb. I got popcorn down my sleeves from certain individuals throwing it back and forth. Best part of the day was BN, methinks. I hope Michi doesn't worry too much about whether or not everyone had fun. While I was walking Henry the sky looked like

mmph

2004-10-15T20:29:00.000-07:00

I'm sleepy. PSAT's tomorrow. I should look over that pre-test thingy. *yawn* John and Dad have driven off to some far away location to watch cars. Go figure. Talked to my snakey friends in Irvine today. Arthur's getting long, but he can still wrap himself around my hand quite easily. Good. I like it when he does that. I don't want him to get big! He's so pretty... Arthur's a pretty

2004-10-13T22:02:00.000-07:00

Anger in the bitter laughter she doesn't attempt to control, better than the tears that would never come anyway. How similar it sounded on the other end of the phone line. Slamming doors and jangling chains, she wonders later what fuels it. Why. How strange that she never asked the question before. Stilted sentence fragments falter, sleep sounds nice tonight.

2004-10-13T19:51:00.000-07:00

And what I want to know is: how did Klinger manage to get a hold of all those ridiculous costumes while he was stuck in a MASH unit in the middle of Korea? *shrugs* Back to work, then...

odd

2004-10-11T20:00:00.000-07:00

The stress hasn't set in yet. The stress of the fact that my essay is still far from done, even after all this wasted time, and that I still have other homework to do afterwards. It's almost as if I... don't care? I wonder why. It's not as though I've had a fit or anything. Like I'm preoccupied with anything more important. Well, I suppose I am in the back of my mind, but I'm not dwelling

2004-10-11T17:48:00.000-07:00

Bleh. That's pretty much all I have to say at the moment. Except: "Things fall apart, the center cannot hold." --Yeats And if another mention of Martin Luther won't send you 'round the bend...

2004-10-10T14:24:00.000-07:00

You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your timealone but do like other people's companysometimes. You just need your space. You have afew priviledged friends who saw past yourcolder exterior to find the true you. You canhave pretty bad mood swings (though you hate toadmit it) so you could be soft one second thenstorming around the next! But over all, you'rea very pleasant person once people take

2004-10-09T20:05:00.000-07:00

I'm tired. There's lot of stuff to do still. *nod* I'm not stressing yet, though... Well I am a little but I usualy don't get it bad until Sunday night. *nod* It got all cloudy later in the day. Good. I like it that way. John's Spanish teacher recommended that he watch movies w/ Spanish subtitles. Thus, everyone is downstairs watching FOTR. ...oh. Apparently the original FOTR dvd

I think I'll just curl up and die now.

2004-10-08T17:29:00.000-07:00

Why? Why did they do this to me? Why did they have to do it like that? *buries head in hands* Angels lost. I wish Vlad hadn't tied it in the 6th. It would've spared me so much pain. Actually, if Scioscia hadn't been such an idiot and taken Frankie out, my Frankie, who was pitching perfectly well, we might still be playing this game. Instead, he put Washburn in, the freaking chipmunk who

2004-10-07T22:13:00.000-07:00

Wow. I've been really, really unproductive today. That's bad. Of course, it's not that drastic of a change. Think I'll go work now.

2004-10-05T17:35:00.000-07:00

Well there's an idea. Apparently I have some sort of viral infection, not whatever it is John's got. Which is good, I guess. Eh. I'm still blaming him. Just b/c I can. *smiles innocently* Today's my aunt's wedding anniversary and my cat's birthday. 8th, in both cases. I've heard my aunt and uncle are in Paris. Shocking. I'd've thought Jeannette wouldn't've wanted to miss the play-offs,

2004-10-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

The Angels clinched their spot in the playoffs yesterday and I didn't post?? The world must be coming to an end. Hehe. Actually I felt quite ill yesterday. Started with a headache after Latin and gradually got worse. I... have nothing to say. Wow. Lol. Toodles, peeps.

2004-10-01T23:02:00.000-07:00

Wow. I'm really tired. Really tired as in if I stood up now I'd collapse. How did that happen? Hm, maybe it had something to do with the fact that I've stayed up past one at least twice this week...? Yeah. That sounds right. Weird, though, how it crept up on me. I was sitting here browsing rereading DarkWitch and all of a sudden I realized, "Wow. I'm really tired." I think I'll go sleep

non semper erit aestas

2004-09-30T17:42:00.000-07:00

It's cold. Colder, that is, seeing that I'm in SoCal and it doesn't really get that cold here. But anyway. Cold. Yes. I'm glad. I like the cold. It feels more like Fall now. I hope it rains. I went walking earlier and it was the perfect temperature... I didn't want to go inside when I got back. Now it looks a bit more windy... Eh. Fall always seems somewhat melancholy to me,